Sunday, May 28, 2006

So far right that i've left.

Having discovered blogging at the end of last year, I must say that i have been quite impressed with the whole project. Think about it...millions of people all over the world being able to express themselves on a global platform. People writing what they want and being able to put it out for the entire world to see. I like the feeling - it is freedom on an enormous scale, individuality unconfined.
However, i must admit that it is a bit overwhelming. I mean, the checks normally imposed on the writer in the general publishing process do not exist. Who can stop you from publishing hurtful material like hate speech or gossip? No one. No supervisor, editor, nothing. Complete creative autonomy is given to the blog author who can say whatever he pleases.
From personal experience, i must say that the will to publish what is in your heart often supersedes the will to protect private or public interests from publication and analysis. The ability to be who you are and say what is on your mind is not one that should be lightly discarded, and is a crucial tenet of a liberal and democratic society. Having said that, I do believe that the writer should be responsible to write in a way that is not overtly harmful to his vested social interests, and should not write about issues from a prejudiced perspective or in a manner that affects both his social standing and reputation, as well as vested personal and private interests.
That said, it is crucial that people are unafraid to express their opinions about important and controversial issues, and are able to do so without reproach. The benefit of this approach is the creation of an open-minded and progressive society, that is constantly developing for the better.
It is easy to see a contradiction in this: On the one hand, I'm suggesting that people should be aware of the sensitivities of other groups of society and work without offending these sensitive groups, while on the other hand, i'm saying that people should be allowed to have and express opinions about controversial issues that may be offensive to these groups. However, I argue that compromise should be sought on both sides of the argument, that conservative individuals or groups should become less sensitive and adopt a more open minded approach to discussions that are controversial and taboo, and that opinionated liberals be careful so as not to allow their opinion to be construed as hate speech.
My final point is the concession that my view is "Idealistic" in that it is a view that demands the solution to the eternal conflict between reactionary and revolutionary opinons. It is a view, which i am sure most of you will agree, has no basis in reality given the constant disparities of the human condition. However, i must argue that the desire for a balanced and open society/community is a real need. In addition to this, it must be made clear that this desire only exists because of the lack of balance and openness within our socio-communal arena.
Some of the readers of this article may say that this opinion is "left wing", while i believe that it is middle of the road. The fact that people consider this sort of thought to be leftist proves the immense schism in our society between conservatism (religious and political) and liberalism (religious and political). I think that these polarities need to be broken down, rather than reinforced, and I also think that England are going to win the world cup.

Friday, May 26, 2006

I'm down with the Captain



I feel that it is time to start facing reality.

The middle East Crisis can never be solved.
Parochial and elitist groups will remain parochial and elitist.
Islamic Fundamentalism will never be ended.
Secularism will always be considered inferior to non-secularism or religion.
Money will always talk.

These are simple and common realities.
This is the inescapable and all-consuming truth.
There is no solution to these problems. There is no compromise.
No hope to affect change. No hope to make a difference.

Only the corpse of Idealism hanging from the gallows, the rope twisting and mangling any memory of what it used to mean.

We live in an ideal world.
Surprising that we can't be idealistic.

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Even though they lost 2-1 to Belarus, England will still win the world cup. Spain will also do well. Ivory Coast and Australia will both qualify from their groups. Czech Republic to get knocked out first round.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Let them drink blood

somehow, it feels different today.
the world is always turning and making itself crazy but somehow i don't get it.
Why should i feel like a turnip? Why?
Stupid Turnips ruin my life. I tripped over one at the bank the other day.
But i was totally cool. Until i fell into a cavernous valley swarming with coyotes.
I was thinking let the man not envelope his anger into an envelope of doom.
I was thinking tabasco fury lights the radiant flame of terror.

But i wasn't thinking.
I wasn't thinking at all.
In fact, I was unthinking.
I was lost in unthought.
Unthinking kicks ass.
And i was loving it like i would always love it.

As i was saying, i was felled by a turnip.
I slipped. It slipped me up.
Turnip - i defy you, you beast of the dark lands! You evil manifestation of historical materialism! Numb,

I watched Tv. I chose the channel - It was E.
The movie about vampirism - that was fucked up.
People drinking blood for fun - thats fucked.
Who am i to judge them?
Let them drink blood, said marie antoinette.
And you thought the Fr-Rev happened because they wanted freedom?
Say this in a whisper - Its the vampires of paris that caused it.
They done gone and caused the revolution.

Would it make you uncomfortable if i spoke about fundamentalist hegemony in this post?
I'm sure it would - you can't merge these topics together easily. I even think its wrong. So wrong, that i'm not gonna talk about it.

So wrong, that i'm even writing about this internal struggle i'm having. I don't know whether its okay put out the shit that i've been putting out. I write in the extreme sense of who i am. I've been writing crazy wierd shit - and i'm pretty weird, i acknowledge. But, really, i'm not a loony who eats bugs and crab sushi. Somehow, its just this writing voice that is like this. Its just this voice that is totally out of control. So, while I admire my writing voice - it is very brave after all, i can't help but feel that it sends out the absolute extreme representation of me. I guess thats cool if u can appreciate how strange most this stuff is, then maybe you can cut through the bullshit and see me. If you can't see me at all, if all you see is the mad shit, then i am a sad panda.

I'm not a crazy person.
Or I'm crazy, but you dig me for it.
Or I'm crazy and u hate me. But don't hate me.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Pity the fool...


Just wanna wish all you bitches good luck for exams.
I hope that everyone fails and that i pass, so that i can take your jobs and make a fortune.
It doesn't even matter that we don't study the same degree. The employer will just know that i can do your job better than you can.
Exams suck epic balls.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Who is the most influential man of our time?


I don't have anything to write about at the moment. I'm at a loss for subject matter. So I'm just going to waste some more time and write some of my reflections on life in the past few weeks in point form.

  • What if Snoopy was mistreated and abused by Charlie Brown? Charlie Brown is potentially the biggest loser ever, and Snoopy is definitely cooler than him. Surely, Charlie would have treated him badly in order to gain parity with Snoopy. Charlie Brown Sucks.
  • Why didn't BA Baracus lead the A-Team? He's probably the strongest dude on the team, and would've probably beaten all those other skinny white dudes into dust. Why did he have to take his cue from the chain smoking Granpa? That is ridiculous.
  • X-men 3 has got to be the best movie that will be made this year. It has to be. There is so much hype. It cannot fail. The Phoenix will rise again and Cyclops will be killed. By the way, I read Comic Books. For those of you who don't know. Comic Books are the best thing ever. There is a huge market for trade paper back graphic novels at the moment, and there is some really kickass shit out there.

Thats all from me. Hopefully, I will post more interesting things in the near future.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

England will win the World Cup.


Wayne Rooney may be injured. However, the fallacy lies in believing that there are no other players who are world class enough to take the world cup by Storm. In my opinion, Joe Cole has the quality to set the tournament alight. Steven Gerrard and Frank Lampard are still arguably 2 of the top 5 midfielders in Europe. David Beckham has been, for a long time i might add, the best crosser and passer of the ball in Europe. In addition to this stellar midfield, the England Defence has approximately 300 international caps between them and the experience of having played in prior international tournaments. Sol Campbell, Rio Ferdinand and John Terry represent 3 of the best central defenders in the world.

But I understand the despondent England Fan's concern that this will not be enough. I understand the concern that a fit and firing attack led by Wayne Rooney and Michael Owen is integral to England's world Cup Hopes. It is in attack that i believe that Sven Goran Eriksson has made the right decision, given the injuries to Rooney and Owen. He knows that players like Jermain Defoe and Darren Bent will not be good enough to lead the England attack at the World Cup, he has seen them before and none of them have set the international stage alight. Enter Theo Walcott - Not only an unknown quantity to the English Public, but to the international opposition as well. Rooney, the other countries may have worked out a plan to neutralize, but they could never have worked out such a plan without actually seeing Walcott in action. It is in this decision that England's world cup hopes are saved. The selection of Peter Crouch over Defoe, Bent etc may raise some eyebrows, but he has been selected because he is a legend who will rule at the world cup. My other key selection is that of Aaron Lennon - I got his autograph at Heathrow last July and he's fucking brilliant.

In conclusion, England will (please god) win the world cup. Obviously, the chance remains that they will get knocked out in the semifinals on penalties to Brazil - but thats a risk i'm ready to take.

Football's coming home.

Friday, May 05, 2006

A Profound Revelation

Crack is good.

You've got to fight for the right to party.

Living in sin is cool!

Don't pretend like you don't know it, and don't pretend that you don't like it.

Feel the Hedonism course through your veins.

Let go - Lose Control - Give in to excess.

Obviously, if you die doing it, than its not worth it.

But you will die anyway.

So what is really stopping you?

Something to think about...